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>> Friday, November 24, 2006
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For the past 2 days, i have been faithfully sleeping before 12, and waking before 12.
It seemed like i finally adjusted my body clock back to normal.
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The time now is 3am.
I dont know why i am doing this, but i have once again, screwed my body clock up.
I have been wasting my life away these days.
And for the second time, i had a bad dream of myself not having enough time to prepare for my examinations. (probably the A levels)
I had less than a month left and havent started on revision yet.
I felt that i was doomed for sure.
A month wasnt enough for me to be completely prepared for such an important exam.
I knew i will do badly.
That feeling, the same one i felt before promos.
I became anxious.
I blamed myself for not starting earlier.
I got worried of what will happen.
I am depressed, but i was alone.
Nobody except me could help myself.
I felt overwhelmed.
I wander.
I broke down.
I collapsed.
Then i woke up and realised, i have 1 whole year left.
It was just a dream.
People always say that the reverse for dreams usually occurs in reality.
That kind of relieved me.
But i know its also a hint. Probably a reminder to me to start touching the books again.
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Anyway, i have removed Mr Chen Cherng Chu's solo photos as requested.
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But i thought this would be cool. =D
No offense :p