no psp

im in no mood to study. its already so late and im still wasting my time watching the results show for css where they 'dong dong dong dong dong' for 30minutes while the photos changes at the back before they finally announce who kena kicked out.

ya im bored.

anyway its just an 1hr 25minutes paper. bear for a while, and its over. its not like im not used to looking at the clock, back onto the paper, duno how to do, and look back at the clock again. im pretty much screwed for paper1 and 2, although they werent that hard.

sigh sigh when will i ever complete an exam without knowing that i am gonna do badly.

not much time left you know? ya i know.. everyone whom i have talked to never fails to remind me.

heck. as if i cant count myself. in fact everyday, for some time when im stoning i will be counting. and every week that passes scares the hell out of me.

must be because i dun seem to be doing anything. someone can kick me because i am wasting more time than ever. maybe thats why my bro has decided to buy the psp... only after 'A's. AHHH F*****!!! hes a big liar! he said he wanted to buy that day, but when the GOLD one finally arrives and i excitedly jumped to him to tell him so, he said 'buy after As'.

AHH! BIG LIAR!

And that day when his gf told him not to buy he was saying how a PSP will be a motivation instead of a distraction. BLAH BLAH talk so much like saint like that. But that day I told his gf i din do quite well for BT and she must have convinced my bro not to buy. Lousy brother that only listens to his gf. Doesnt he has faith in his own bro?

Mummy.. ='(

he gave me new hopes of having a new toy, gets me excited for a few days, before telling me 'NO! Bleah! muahaha nanny nanny poo poo, wait long long!'. zzz

where will my motivation come from? i will fail. ahh!

i want psp!! =(
*writhing in pain on the floor*
I WANT PSP!!!

:(