Study harder. I will.

Ahhh! My body clock spoilt again! 0440 in the morning and im blogging. x_x

Studied for the whole opening hours of Woodlands library... Wah like damn hiong like that, but actually I only did some Maths and a little little bit of Econs.

Cant think when i am outside.. The people passing by, the cars passing by, new environment, the drowsy lighting, feels like i am looking at the question but i am actually not looking at the question. Thats why i take so long to do each questions, and almost 1 out of 2 questions i will be asking yutse how to do, and he will look at it for a while, then look at me,... then,

"yingqun ar... you see here, you careless..."

or

"hmm quite hard leh... i try ar... *try try try* (After 2 minutes) Eh! cant be ar.. i found the answer leh!"

or

"yutse how to do this? (proceed to stone and take the chance to slack. heeeheehee. :p) (After 2 minutes) nah! *hands me over his answer on a scrap paper*"

AHHH I am so amazed everytime. Somehow he can *try try try* and GETS THE ANSWER, but I can *try try try try try try* and finally give up, after using like 30 minutes on a 5 marks question. Sigh, I am so stupid. I guess my brain stopped developing when I entered JC. :(

maybe i will *try try try try try* (Note the increase in enthusiasm), but that may take 1 hour...

Nvm la, looking on the positive side, at least I did studied something, at least now I wont drop my jaws when I see binomial expansion questions. So today was a quite productive but yet not so productive day. Sigh I feel so mao dun. (no pun intended. seriously.)

2 more days left to Prelims only, and I am definitely not prepared. What if... This cant happen for A levels. I will cry if it does. I will make sure I *study study study* and *try try try try try* until I am sure of everything! Yes.

On a side note, I am becoming so boring. I am not playing games, not watching movies, not listening to songs. I will enqueue a few songs... running away... yi ren yi ban... then LOOP!... running away.... And my handphone (which was also my mp3 player, if you rmb) which could at least store some songs, and play them out loud on its tiny speaker... I used to complain that it was screechy. Now I just want it back.

Anyone wants to find me can tag or call my home phone ok? I feel so 与世隔绝 now, so if you are bored, call me for meow-meow phone sex to talk. =)

Hmm, I am pretty good at faking moans actually.