it will be over soon

I spent almost 30minutes trying to login to my account... As you see, i have been secretly using my brother's account to use the comp because I have promised him that I wont waste my time on the comp after he bought me ipod.

So to show my seriousness, i asked him to change my account's pw so that i wont be able to login, and also asked him to change his since i knew his pw. he din change for a few days, and when he finally did, he changed it to... '1' -_- So i have been secretly logging into his acc when i felt like slacking, for the past few wks.

Btw, studying is making my head getting bigger everyday. Mostly at nights like now, when everyone is asleep, I will be studying or wasting time on the net. I am really becoming nocturnal. This morning, or yesterday's morning (whatever la) i studied till 8 in the morning and slept and woke up at 5. Since i couldn't sleep at night why waste my time forcing myself to sleep? So i will enjoy the very serene feeling and atmosphere to study. My lights are on almost 24hrs a day, and my hamsters hate light so instead of waking up and turning into hyperactive rats that runs the wheel like mad at night, they hide in their little wooden house, while i mug my ass off. And when i finally off the lights the sun is up.

So maybe they are like:

4am
hamster: i want to come out! *walk out of house* but outside bright bright!... *walk back*

7am
hamster: yay! master off lights and orh orh owaydee! can come out! *walk out* eh, but morning liao. morning must sleep one. =( *walk back*

(act cute language to fit their looks)

i can feel their mao dun-ness... so sorry for them... they are sleeping almost 24 hrs a day...

Btw! These days when i felt really bored i would surf around and check for updates on blogs. And almost everytime i check... there is no update everywhere. And I would be thinking "wah... everyone so mug ar...", before realising it has been a long time since i blogged too... Not sure if anyone will be reading this.. think yes la hor, i think sometime in the day some will still surf the net a while after so much stress...

there isnt much time left, and i have been desperately doing TYS questions. i really hope thats enough... sometimes i start to think about bad things that may happen, or i feel so stress, and i will remind myself that it will be over soon and i can waste my days like siao.. or sometimes i check the phone and someone smsed me or called or anything, it just feels much better. at least i know i am not alone. =)

hmm, it will be over soon. good luck to everyone who is reading this! :]